tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post6038007520767564653..comments2024-01-19T04:04:57.337-06:00Comments on reverent irreverence: finding my way. or not.altar egohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11564052536173244610noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post-34618872764025742712010-06-04T21:37:07.317-05:002010-06-04T21:37:07.317-05:00Just sitting with you in love, dear friend. :)Just sitting with you in love, dear friend. :)Kimberly Masonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01393537529349019301noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post-49774649870216593312010-06-03T18:15:51.630-05:002010-06-03T18:15:51.630-05:00What a brave and soul-searching post! I wish we c...What a brave and soul-searching post! I wish we could go out for a cuppa coffee together. I read your other post where your #18 hit me -- and I'm thinking perhaps it is time for you to take some steps towards accomplishing one or more of those three things that you want to do. Of course I'd recommend you start one of the quilts for the grandchildren -- what's holding you back? Perhaps if you can get into that, this other niggling discomfort will settle down a bit? Just sayin'.Nancy Near Philadelphiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08803134620826322075noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post-39482482209884984352010-06-02T18:24:34.140-05:002010-06-02T18:24:34.140-05:00...and I answered the 20 things...on my blog....and I answered the 20 things...on my blog.Terrihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15667178624061122421noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post-19320093772913300392010-06-02T17:08:23.078-05:002010-06-02T17:08:23.078-05:00oh my goodness...you. me. and so many others I kno...oh my goodness...you. me. and so many others I know. I'm not sure that I think that the struggle means we're in the wrong place - but I'm not sure it doesn't. Surely I had a horrible experience at my previous call and really felt, to my core, that it was the wrong place for me. The consequence of trying to do the right thing, by leaving that place, has left me in a position of nearly being destitute - we're applying for public aid and have gone through all - all - of our resources. <br /><br />Is this really what God called me to do/be? Is that really what was supposed to happen by trying to do the right thing for all the right reasons? <br /><br />Mostly I end up wondering if there really is a God or am I just living a delusional life.<br /><br />ANd then I think, it may be delusional, but it's the life I've chosen.<br /><br />And then I think, (mostly) one day I'll understand it all. One day, when I can look back, I'll think that it has led me to exactly where I need to be.<br /><br />All that is to say - I'm sorry you are in this boat with me. Or at least a similar boat. Keep rowing sister. Keep rowing.Terrihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15667178624061122421noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17343988.post-47196713315134852532010-06-02T15:16:43.312-05:002010-06-02T15:16:43.312-05:00I've often wished that I felt "called&quo...I've often wished that I felt "called" for some particular purpose - but it sounds like being called is only the beginning of the puzzle. I wish I could help. I know - I'll pray!The Bughttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07509037206264761261noreply@blogger.com